Dear journal, lots have been going on and I have left you forsaken for quite a time. It's just that I'm in those days where I just can't write.
I quit my job, thinking it would give me more "me" time, to focus on my uni and my writing... but just when the time was right, my mind wasn't really into it.
Now I'm listening to Damien Rice and trying to force myself, and I sure hope that works.
I broke up with a few "lovers" during this time, and now I'm suffering in falling for someone who's not really mine.
It's ironic, my love life. I'm sure you relate to this, but before, when something felt right, it turned out to be a huge mistake in the end; it happens all the time. But this time, it doesn't feel right. It IS right. Everything is perfect, and literally Perfect, except for the fact that the person is leaving, for good.
haha... I laugh at myself whenever I remember people saying: It's fine, you'll find someone else, but the thing is, I really don't want someone else, for now at least.
Anyhoo... sorry dear journal for boring you with my screwed up romantic life... I guess you will be hearing a lot from me these couple of days, I just thought you ought to know about what's going on...
till laters...




missak, kifak
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Beirut Boy | mokhi a.k.a Mokhtar
My 1st DD
ive been good, u? we shud meet up soon
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Yepp definitely let's get together soon
cya around
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My 1st DD
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i can thank u in general too no?
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