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About Me Member General Fiction Writer Ribal Haj19/Male/Lebanon Recent Activity Deviant for 1 Year
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and so it is...

Sun Dec 20, 2009, 9:53 AM
just like you said it would be...

Dear journal, lots have been going on and I have left you forsaken for quite a time. It's just that I'm in those days where I just can't write.
I quit my job, thinking it would give me more "me" time, to focus on my uni and my writing... but just when the time was right, my mind wasn't really into it.
Now I'm listening to Damien Rice and trying to force myself, and I sure hope that works.

I broke up with a few "lovers" during this time, and now I'm suffering in falling for someone who's not really mine.
It's ironic, my love life. I'm sure you relate to this, but before, when something felt right, it turned out to be a huge mistake in the end; it happens all the time. But this time, it doesn't feel right. It IS right. Everything is perfect, and literally Perfect, except for the fact that the person is leaving, for good.
haha... I laugh at myself whenever I remember people saying: It's fine, you'll find someone else, but the thing is, I really don't want someone else, for now at least.
Anyhoo... sorry dear journal for boring you with my screwed up romantic life... I guess you will be hearing a lot from me these couple of days, I just thought you ought to know about what's going on...

till laters... :)

  • Listening to: Blower's Daughter - Damien Rice
  • Reading: The Scarlet Letter - Nathaniel Hawthorne
  • Watching: Avatar: The Last Airbender
  • Playing: The Sims 2/ Kingdom Hearts
  • Eating: Nothing
  • Drinking: Grenadine Boom Boom

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Um, I'm a pretty simple complicated guy. Paradoxical by nature, and tend to be an extremist. I enjoy art in all its form, especially written. A poet and writer, I could never imagine my life without my books and without my pen.
Once a kid who wanted to change the world, I am now well aware of life's obstacles ahead of me, yet always feel like I will be able to reach somewhere in life, and hopefully I will.
My only goal in life is to make a change and leave an impact...

So long that men as men can breathe and eyes can see
So long lives this, and this gives life to thee

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: Beirut, Lebanon
  • Interests: Writing, Reading, Art, Music, Movies
  • Favourite movie: Perfume
  • Favourite band or musician: Within Temptation
  • Favourite genre of music: Gothic Metal
  • Favourite poet or writer: J.K. Rowling
  • Favourite cartoon character: Pikachu
  • Personal Quote: Everyone is perfect until you start seeing the flaws

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:iconmokhi:
ribzzz
missak, kifak :P

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:icontheribz:
moukeeeeyyyy 7ayeteh miss u too!!
ive been good, u? we shud meet up soon :)

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:iconmokhi:
I've been alright. 10x :)
Yepp definitely let's get together soon :kiss:
cya around

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My 1st DD

:icondeviantlebanon:
Ribal

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:iconwickedjoex:
thank you :D

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:icontheribz:
what would you be thanking me for?:D

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:iconwickedjoex:
your comment on my deviant :D
i can thank u in general too no? :P

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:icontheribz:
sure you can:D
and thank YOU! :)

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:iconwickedjoex:
anytime ;)

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